... Moments, in which the depth of what you try and pull you down off the air and really make it hard to climb up among humans. Moments where you would not want anything but scream but you do have fear also a whisper. Moments in which you want to defy death, others that you are aware that if you die is absurd, perhaps there is someone who decided to save you. Moments where you would like to see anyone else what you see and you would like your heart just to make you feel. Moments you perceive to be pardoned for what only you can say while others can not .. But if they could just say, I would say better than you. Moments that last only a few seconds or at the bottom are the continuity of a life time dl. Moments that often make you strong and proud and that you will mercilessly razed to the ground. Moments where you realize you have made of pasta .. another source of pride and "Moments "..... oath in which you would only give your tears to those who love you most of yourself, but your fucking essence makes you almost make you hate and avoid. Moments where you would like to say "world" that thou hast found, and you've got in front and when he tells you that they will not be enough for you. Moments where you hear your heart and you want to destroy it because it's a filthy sadist, because he is proud of the fact that not betray you, and you can not get up one morning without him to lead your every breath. Moments where you never wanted to know certain depths, the same as you feel thankful for the fact that few people the world can hear and live. Moments where you think you will die and maybe you want to stay in one piece in front of the sun. Moments where you think if the movies did a movie about these human inner travails, hit the box office. And you wonder why nobody ever face, rather than speak of so trivial, so calming, in a way that lets you sleep at night, which allows you to live, whatever happens, the rest of reality. Then I think that this film damages the beautiful inside of me every damn time I watch the same scenes and never fed up, entering into them with the enthusiasm and the trembling of those who do not you ever seen ... every day, every day , the same film is your right, where there is a break begging for air, because sometimes you miss. The film you know that tomorrow you're going to review because you can not live without. The film you never wanted to see because you knew that, once seen, you could not watch more.
What is death? Stop breathing? If the air continues to come out and your vital functions are working perfectly, as you can die?
moment when what you want can come to kill you. Moments when even a warm embrace must be the greatest distance ever seen. Moments in which both eyes, plus two others, do not 4. Moments in which the fineness and the worship must immediately raise because the drawbridge comes, CAVLC speed, all the rest of you. Moments in which each vocabulary would feel humiliated by his own littleness. Moments in which a word is a world, a look at a universe that no one ever will perceive the true substance. Moments where you know that the presence would fill a lot ... the same presence that drains you and condemn you to eternal never filled a void. Moments in which the distances are all relative, in which time and space seem to travel in a different way just for you, where you feel you can do anything because nothing would be more powerful your engine. Moments in which nothing seems impossible to you, but not for your delusions of grandeur as to why certain things before you believe that your mind conceived as the category of impossibility. Moments in which a children's book is a volume in the foreign language of a subject that you've never known. Moments of facts "is not so, but ... it's so." .....
would last a lifetime moments that you want to die immediately. But as you know, giving your death, sentenced to death the other.
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